It's been a few days but honestly, I don't have much to say. Right now I am just waiting on the insurance company to approve me so I can go ahead and schedule my surgery.
I have already been through the whole freaking out because its brain surgery stage, and now I am just at the "lets get this over with so I can have a normal life" phase!
Am I scared?
YES
I just want my life back. I want to be able to do the things with my children that mothers are suppose to do!
I want to take care of everyone!
......some days its so hard!
